Sunday, April 29, 2007

The heat, the stress.... me needs rest!

Lost another battle of life! Life has been a series of failures for me since a long time now. Personal, career.... Once this, once that. But now I am beginning to get used to it! The sad part is that there's no time to make amends. With no time to be in touch with people/ friends, you lose out on many things. But then this is part of life, my life. Don't know where life is taking me....

The excessive heat and the stress, has made me a mess since the past 2 days. Just been sleeping since yesterday due to this bad headache. Me has decided to take rest now. Go on a holiday to a cool place and just freak out! But I've taken leave and no one has the time. I seriously need a break! I need to give a convincing pep talk to my lazy sister, me thinks!

Like this song from Namastey London a lot. It's too good and touches you a lot. Lyrics by Javed Akhtar. Sung by Rahat Ali Khan. Music by none other than apna Himesh Reshammiya.

(main jahaan rahoon
main kahin bhi hoon
teri yaad saaath hai) - 2

kisi se kahoon
ke nahi kahoon
yeh jo dil ki baat hai
kehne ko saath apane ek duniya chalti hai
per chhupke is dil mein tanhaayi palti hai
bas yaad saath hai
teri yaad saaath hai - 3

main jahaan rahoon
main kahin bhi hoon
teri yaad saaath hai

kahin to dil mein yaadon ki
ek suli gad jaati hai
kahin har ek tasveer bhahut hi dhondhali pad jati hai
koi nayi duniya ke naye rango mein khush rehta hai
koi sab kuch paake bhi yeh mann hi mann kehta hai
kehne ko saath apane ek duniya chalti hai
per chhupke is dil mein tanhaayi palti hai
bas yaad saath hai
teri yaad saaath hai - 3

kahin to beete kal ki jadein
dil mein hi utar jaati hai
kahin jo dhage tute to malaayen bhikar jaati
koi dil mein jagah nayi, baaton ke liye rakhta hai
koi apni palko par yaadon ke diye rakhta hai
kehne ko saath apane ek duniya chalti hai
per chhupke is dil mein tanhaayi palti hai
bas yaad saath hai
teri yaad saaath hai - 3


samurai said...

hi shagufta,the heat is bad out here too,why are you feeling terrible?u have so many things going for u and yet a negativity seems to have possessed is a very simple thing to banish these thoughts yet and yet it can be the toughest thing.we torment ourselves for the smallest craziest things.its a great life,every second is full of absolutely crazy energy and beauty.
the thought will come,'cant this be forever'.yet there are greater things that god has on offer.
have u heard 'amazing'by aerosmith.its my most favourite song.

Shagufta said...

Yeah... thnx 4 the concern. I live life on these principles myself, hence surviving strongly all these years. But then, I am a human too! (The headche's still thr!). I wonder wat u mean by 'many things going for me!'
Send me the lyrics of 'Amazing' ! Not heard of the song!

samurai said...

hi shagufta,thought ud be sleeping.also thought that id irritated u beyond tolerance.
uve got a career and ure obviously in a managenerial position,the only thing that s missing is ur marriage.just make ur self a little more lighter and start afresh,things work out great,this might be impudent but u seem to work at least 60 hours in a france people work 35 is surely worship but maybe u r overdoing it,uve got everthing going for u,uve got a great blog,u express ur thoughts wonderfully ,what else ?


kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin' insane
Tryin' to walk through
The pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah, I thought I could leave but couldn't get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of a livin' a lie
I was wishin' that I
Would die

It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight

That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings

You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't liten to all that righteous talk
I was out on the street,
Just a tryin' to survive

Shagufta said...

Thanx, nice lyrics... lots is missing than just marriage! There's no life to live here and many pains given by life, better left undiscussed.
Yes, I'd have been sleeping hadn't I seen the comments and decided to write back.
In banking there's no option of carrying forward your work for the next day unless its trivial or just a minor query.
Have slept a lot since yesterday evening already. Yawn... Gosh, this headache!

samurai said...

all u need is good rest and solid sleep,and good that mira road is developing,life will change.
imagine a housewife.that s not to say it cant be good,just providing u a counter thought.
ure already yawning..

Shagufta said...

I am a flexible person and more of the family kind. I can give up all for the man I love. Become a full time housewife also and enjoy my family, but there aren't any takers! :)
Gotta rush to office now!

samurai said...

hi shagufta,good morning,ive been doing some work,whats up?

Shagufta said...

Wat good morng? Good night! I am feeling terrible!

samurai said...

it seems to have been a terrible day,i wasnt aware,the person who took it s most probably interested in seling it,not going through it.
maybe its a sign that ur bad times are over?

Shagufta said...

In that case, I'll wait for a day or two. Then lock the EMI code forever! That will teach him/ her a lesson. Mera nahin toh kisika nahin!
I wish that wat u say is true! Maybe my bad times are over! I've had enough of it all these years!

samurai said...

hi shagufta,i didnt understand that about the EMI code.ur comment on my blog was alarming.i was wondering what.have u let it go?
ive been wasting time on online discussions,i should get some work done was ur sunday